Monday, September 26, 2011

Remembering Tyler Clementi

A bit more than a year ago, 18 year-old Rutger’s student Tyler Clementi jumped from the George Washington Bridge to his death, after having been the victim of lethal cyber-bullying. I started this blog shortly after Tyler's death, to honor him and countless other nameless GLBT youth who decided death was the only escape they had from the hateful attacks launched against them, both personally and virtually.

Tyler inspired me to show young GLBT youth that it does get better as they get older. My wife and I have decided that it's important to share our experiences as lesbian moms so that young GLBT people can see the opportunities they have to create families of their own and weave themselves into the fabric of whichever community they choose. I want to make sure that there are countless communities from which they may choose.

I also wanted to use the same medium that caused Tyler and others so much pain in a far different way.  The only way to drown out hateful internet chatter is by casting a positive light showing that GLBT family values very often mirror those of their straight peers.  Speaking for Donna and myself, we simply want to raise healthy, well-adjusted children who give back to their communities.

Since I launched my blog in October of 2010, Out in Suburbia has been viewed by thousands of people around the world.  It's also gotten the attention of Gay Parent Magazine (gayparentmag.com). I'm proud to be a regular contributor to this great publication. It's the longest running national GLBT magazine dedicated to GLBT parents. Sadly, I don't think Tyler ever dreamed the impact his death would have on our culture and how it has prompted real change in our schools.

Today, New Jersey's anti-bullying laws have been tightened and the state attorney general distributed guidelines to school officials and law enforcement about the anti-bullying laws to help them determine which types of infractions might fall under the updated statutes. Every school in New Jersey is now required to have bullying prevention teams in place. 

 I'm proud to be the parent representative for our children's school’s team. We will kick off our program next week using materials jointly created by GLSEN and IBM, my employer. We have timed the programs to roll out during the Week of Respect, starting October 3rd. That week will set the tone for the rest of the year, and it is our school's hope that it will improve the students' experiences and shine a light on the bullying problem. 

Ironically, October is also National Coming Out Month. I pray that we continue to create an environment where more young GLBT people will feel they can be themselves and identify openly as GLBT, without fear of hateful attacks on their humanity. So next week as I read to each class and guide them in discussions about the importance of respect, I'll have Tyler Clementi in my heart, guiding my intentions. And, I'll take comfort that my children will have an even safer place in which to learn and in which their character can blossom.

Friday, September 23, 2011

"But Mom, you can't judge someone by the way they look. "

Sometimes, we work so hard at instilling strong moral character into our children that when our own character flaws are exposed and we fall short of the lessons we're trying to teach, they call us on it. That's exactly what happened to us when Hunter was trying to learn how Donna knew a man they had seen earlier that day was gay. 

The man in question was a store manager at one of our local department stores. Hunter was with Donna when they had to go and return an item. From Donna's perspective, he was obviously gay. Donna said she could tell by his flamboyant mannerisms and his style of dress; both of which are completely superficial and stereotypical ways to recognize a gay man. Regardless of Donna's assessment, the man got Hunter's attention too, and he wanted to know what his story was. So, Donna told him he dressed the way he did and walked the way he did because he was gay.

Hunter was confused, because we've always told him not to judge anyone by the way they look. He wanted to know how we know when we're in the presence of other gay people. All of the examples we both shared weren't holding water with Hunter. I futilely tried to explain to him what "gaydar" was and failed miserably. My weak definition that gaydar is something all gay people have and it allows us to recognize each other deserved Hunter's criticism. My description flies in the face of what I like to think I work hard at; which is to create an inclusive, safe environment by carefully choosing the words I use and the behaviors I demonstrate.

Hunter simply said, "But Mom, you can't judge someone by the way they look." He's absolutely right. My sweet boy reminded me that none of us can jump to conclusions about each other based on superficial evidence. We need to learn how to treat one another with respect and dignity and work on overcoming our own biases and prejudice to see the person's character, rather than stopping once we see how that person decorates their character through their wardrobe choices or the rhythm of their swagger.

Investing the time to see the whole person yields such wonderful dividends. The payback that approach creates helps to enhance our own character. Because Hunter is absolutely right, it's not fair to judge someone just for the way they look. It's not fair to judge at all. What I hope to learn from Hunter's admonition is to accept each other in all of the diverse ways we present ourselves to the world. That way, the world will be a much more friendly, welcoming, and interesting place to be.